Very Small Gender Update
Ok so very small update, thingy idk. Anything stated on this blog regarding gender identity and whatnot are likely not a 24/7 feeling, but it's the best way I can explain how I feel a lot of the time. I'm still in the process of figuring myself out, and honestly I don't think I'll ever fully understand myself. Things are subject to change.
About the two seperate name thing. Ethan is the name I was given at birth, and I quite like it! The thing is, I chose Evelyne (or maybe Evelynn) because it's a more feminine name that I really like, and I wanted something I could refer to myself with whenever I'm in feminine "mode" (or whatever). If I am transfem, then it would likely be the name I use permenantly. I wouldn't say Ethan and Evelyne are two different people, but I do feel like my mannerisms and emotions perform differently when in each "mode". An important thing to mention is that it's not really critical for me (at least right now) that people call me either or. If you see me or need to talk to me, Ethan should be the default. I really like being called Evelyne but (at least IRL), I don't think I'm prepared. It feels disingenuous. I look in the mirror and 90% of the time I don't look like Evelyne, and I feel like I'm commiting fraud if I go by she/her or use Evelyne. I'm working on accepting it (or not) but you can use whichever one you want when talking to me or about me. I just wanted to make that clear. This is subject to change as well. Currently, I'm going by two names, mainly to differentiate myself from myself, if that makes any sense whatsoever.
Another thing, if anything in the blog posts are factually wrong, or insulting in some way (within reason), or problomatic, please let me know. You can send a messege in the live chat! I check it daily and I will correct or edit something if I see that agree with the request. I want to try my best and make my website as comfortable as possible, and I want to know if something i've said is just bad so I can learn and become a better person. This also goes for grammer and whatnot.
Lastly, if you have any thoughts or comments about my website or a blog post or whatever, feel free to use the live chat, (or messege me directly on tumblr)! I'd love to hear other peoples experiences and thoughts regarding what I write. I won't always respond, but I should see most messeges sent my way. I'm quite nervous talking with strangers (especially online) so I likely won't respnd unless I'm in the right mood or whatnot. If you have questions I will try my best to respond though! Please please please ask questions if you're wondering about specific stuff on my website. Whether it's something related to my gender experiences, or something to do with a project I posted here, or if you want to use something from my site, I'll happily answer questions as long as they are respectful and something I feel comfortable answering/responding to!
Hope ya'll have a great day/night/another specific period of time!